baumann_duh

Thu, 06 Dec 2007 05:19:13 GMT

Boohoo, I haven't posted anything for like 10 days. What a bum. Life has been great lately, thanks to my gorgeous fiance Michael. He has made me the happiest girl on earth. He's so sweet, and he knows how to spoil me, and he's the only guy that can kick my ass in Rummy 500, and I'm sorry but his sex is the best sex I have EVER had. EVER. & HE GIVES THE BEST SPANKINGS EVER! Oh my god. LOL! Sorry... but it's true!

Work has had its ups and downs lately. I switch everyday thinking that I either want another job, or just deal with the no benefits. They pay me enough but its hard paying all the damn bills, and having barley any spending money. But I think that's what life is. You work your ass off just to LIVE. I don't understand that though. Is that really what life is?

PORN

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 06:10:15 GMT

So today kicked ass. My family went gambling and so Mike came over and we sat on the couch like good little children, with our hands in the air at all times, being innocent as can be... BAHAHAHA! ;D I love him. Duh. Then we went to get Christmas decorations, and he got me rubber duckies ;D and then we got dairy queen... and it was delicious! Then he left me because he thinks he needs to work to get paid. So I got stuck with the old people once again, and played a crap load of cards. Andrew and Christina stopped by to show off Andrews simple birthday gift, their new S2000. Fuck you guys. Oh and they're engaged, CONGRATS. Then Mike came home from work and we watched the Covenant? It was pretty good. Now I'm sitting here writing my life away about nothing. Hopefully tomorrow will be amusing. Goodnight!

All SMiLEZ bitches!

Fri, 23 Nov 2007 06:23:35 GMT

I FUCKING LOVE MICHAEL THOMPSON. He's SO gorgeous. But you know, looks aren't everything, that's why he's got that awesome personality to back him up ;] Anywho... Thanksgiving was awesome. TWO dinners within 4 hours. Mikes family, then my family. That's some good fucking food right there. I love his family, fo' sho. They're so damn nice. And of course, we get to my house and everyones drinking lol. The party family. Basically what I'm trying to say is, this has been the best week I've had in a long time. Nothings really gone terribly wrong or anything. And Mike has really helped out by keeping the sanity in my life. I LOVE him more than anything, except my rubber duckies ;]

Sad flippin face...

Fri, 16 Nov 2007 19:54:21 GMT

OK so I'm sitting here sick as fuck, and tired as hell. I should be at work but they let me take off. I don't even know why I'm writing, I have nothing to talk about. I'm just bored out of my mind, writing my life away, looking at things I can't even buy... whatever. Ain't nothing new. I need to go to the beach. It's been about a month since I've been to the beach. I heard everything was eroded. Whatever. I'm bored, bye.

FUCK

Tue, 13 Nov 2007 07:39:19 GMT

This was one of the worst nights in forever. Me and Mike fought about the stupidest shit for about 3 hours straight. He hates me going on my space, cause apparently he thinks I'm going to cheat on him, when I have NEVER EVER done that. I'm the fucking most faithful person anyone could ever ask for. Anyways, what I'm trying to get at is he created one and pretended like it never existed. Then didn't understand why I was pissed off. Then my mom got involved, and I brought up another issue about Mike, so she got pissed and walked away. Then he stormed at the door and went home. THE DRAMA IS FLIPPIN RIDICULOUS. Then I changed my my space pics & whatever, and he flippin logs on and deleted my pic and changed my name and whatever. And I changed it back, then he did it again... this went on for at least a half an hour. FUCKING crazy. Then we just started arguing about the stupidest things. SHIT tonight sucked so fucking bad. I really HATE this state more then life. This ain't a place to live, this is a vacation spot. They're fucking knocking everything down and putting up mad buildings. Jesus Christ. I'm getting off topic over here. My boyfriend acts like a 2 year old. And I'm definitely not used to it. I'm used to guys flaunting me off like I'm a damn trophy. This kid wants me in a closet wearing a sweat suit, where nobody can see me ever. And if y'a'll have ever dated me you know damn well I ain't the kind of girl that takes controlling boyfriends very well. Shit I wanna' go home. I hate this place...

Mon, 12 Nov 2007 06:36:12 GMT

New entry? New life? Lmao I think NOT. The only thing that's changed in my life, is my looks. I'm still dumb & ditzy, but keep in mind that I'm also shitloads of fun. So much has changed though, emotionally. Me and James broke up about a year ago. I've been through 3 boyfriends since. And my current one is not just my boyfriend, he's my fiance. He's drop dead gorgeous even though he just shaved off all of his beautiful HAIR. Ahhemm. He's got plenty of flaws, trust me lol But I love him. He's my "babii boii" and I'd do anything for that trip of acid boy. If we last, we plan on getting married in the most, 2 years. But it definatly has been having me think lately about how this could go ONE way, or the BAD way. Cause' life is extremely expensive lately. THANK GOD my car insurance is only $60.00 a month ;] But now I'm paying $140 just for cheap health insurance. And I only make $8.50 an hour. And I definatly don't know how to save my money. Wow this entry is getting way out of hand.

TO THE JUiCY STUFF...

Mikes sex is the best sex I have ever had. (See baby I told you I was being honest). My 19th birthday kicked all ass. Mike jumped out of a box for me. I got the sweetest laptop there is. And I got to eat red lobster. I havn't eaten there since I was about 8 years old. Anywho, I honestly don't know what to write about. I'm just excited that I have a new journal to vent to and whatever.